You know.. I never thought that I would still feel that life isn’t fair, but recently, I have. I felt like I was sixteen years old all over again — when everything happened to everyone else and not me.
Well, I was at a good friend’s barbecue, and we exchanged some good gossip (horrible, I know), and it felt so good that I wasn’t the only one feeling that it was not fair. Sometimes all you need is a few other people in the same boat with you. :)
It’s so funny how you think you are going to be okay with what you have right now, when suddenly all of the joy in doing something gets sucked out and all there is left is the negative things.
I feel so defeated and very demotivated. I was happy with what I have, why did it have to happen? Sorry that I have to refrain myself from fully disclosing this whole thing, but it’ll be unethical if I give you the whole exposé. Haha. Nothing too big, but it’s something that’s been bringing me down lately.
I can’t talk about it with the people I usually talk to with my problems, because they wouldn’t understand the situation. You would have to be in the shoes to really get why I’m bitching and moaning. Besides, you can’t trust a lot of people.